I have been a bit depressed today. I want to go back to Florida and I think Abby does too. She asked me three times today if we could go back to our hotel home. I wish I could explain it to her, but she doesn't understand. So, this afternoon Abby was trying to do something with her Minnie, she was frustrated saying, shit, shit, shit, shit, I said, "What did you say?" and she said, "Shit!" I explained to her that we don't say that word and she said, "It's been a hard day." I am not quite sure where she picked up that word. She cracks me up! Now Sam did take a two hour nap today. That is so not like Sam. It was so nice. I hope he does that everyday! Later in the day Abby wanted to go outside and play so she asked me for some clothes, because she had been running around in her diaper all day. I got her out some clothes and she freaked out. She kept saying she wanted warmer clothes. I told her her it was pretty warm outside and that outfit should be warm enough. I finally figured out what the problem was. She wanted summer clothes, clothes for "warmer" weather. Not warmer clothes. She wanted the summer clothes she was wearing in Florida. After dinner she threw the biggest tantrum, I think, of her life. She didn't nap today, went to sleep late last night late and was up early so, she was exhausted. Stu and I were both trying to deal with her. Stu finally got her somewhat settled down and then I came in. We read a couple of stories, with a lot of interruptions and screaming, but we got through them eventually. We were reading one of her books that she had ripped a page out of and I had taped it back in and she pointed to the tape and I explained to her that she had ripped it out and she stared sniffling and said, "I sorry I ripped it, it was just an accident." It was so cute. I just wanted to give her a big hug and say it's okay. Then she climbed into bed and I sang some songs to her. I was singing, "Part of Your World" for the Little Mermaid and in the song Ariel says, "walking around on those, what do they call them, oh feet." I sang that part, "what do they call them," and this little quivery voice from her pillow said, "feet." Then there is another part of the part of the song that is similar but Ariel sings, "what's that word again... street." I sang that part and that same little sad, quivery voice from the pillow whispers, "street." After I finished singing "The Bare Necessities" I said to her, "Tomorrow we will go outside and play." and she said, "Can we watch Jungle book and go to our hotel home?" I just kissed her and told her I loved her and she said, "I sorry I cried mommy, I love you." I said, "I love you too," and as I walked out of her room she said again, "I love you!" I started crying it was so sweet, it melted my heart. Boy, she can be a pain, but she sure knows how to push the right buttons.